
We dedicated Jinnette to the Lord before she was born. Jinnette was born
May 6, 1979 at 11:09pm weighing at 7lbs. 2oz, screaming and hollering and
she continued that for the next 2 years. She was telling us that she was
going to make an impact in this world. She had a heart murmur at birth and
at the age of 2, the doctor was concerned that she had not outgrown it yet,
so he sent us to London. We found out she had a heart disease called
Hyperthrophic Cardiomyopathy so we had yearly trips to London, and sometimes
to Toronto, which allowed us to spend a lot of extra quality time with her.
We always limited her activities, and her first critical incident was when
she was 9 years old at Sea World. She was having symptoms of a heart attack
and fainted in my arms. I could only say, O God, O God, not now! He heard
my cry and she came out of it right away. The doctor said that doesn't
happen, so I told him that's because I cried out to the Lord! So now, it's
time to change medications again. Through her life it was a constant
adjustment of medication levels and types, all to buy more time. But really
it was not in the doctor's hands. Through her life she endured many painful
tests and medications that even adults would have a difficult time with, and
all without complaining. The doctors and nurses were always amazed at her
pain tolerance. She was a good patient. The nurses loved having her on
their floor. She brought such a joy and brightness wherever she went. This
is one of the stories that my dad has recalled.
What we remember the most about Jinnette our beloved granddaughter:
Jinnette had been hospitalized at Hotel Dieu Hospital for a week for
observations with a new drug that the doctors wanted to try on her. As we
arrived on her floor we met a nurse that we knew who was taking care of her,
so we asked her how Jinnette was doing. Her answer was very positive. She
told us that Jinnette was a blessing to everyone on that floor. The nurse
told us that Jinnette would go from room to room and talk to all the
patients. After a few questions, she would ask them: "Do you know Jesus".
All the patients were amazed about a little girl of 5 or 6 yrs. old with
those kinds of questions.
We found her in her room talking with her roommate who was a lady of about
50 years old. After a few minutes Jinnette left the room and this lady told
us that she was her "Guardian Angel". She had had a heart attack and
Jinnette told her that Jesus would heal her. She was very amazed and moved
by her. Then we went to the waiting room where we saw a very unhappy
looking man sitting there. Jinnette approached him and started talking to
him but she was ignored. Then she asked him if he knew Jesus. There still
was no response. So she said: "If you don't know Jesus you will not get
into heaven. She then left him and joined us. We could not help notice
this man's eyes watching her every move. He knew Jinnette had had an effect
on him. She had always had a wonderful relationship with Jesus even at an
early age. We know that Jinnette is with Jesus today, her Lord and Savior.
At ten years old she was playing in the back yard,
and the neighbor's husky attacked a cottontail rabbit. She screamed at the
dog and jumped over the fence and chased the dog off with a stick. Then she
picked up the rabbit and cuddled it and brought it to dad.
She told dad to fix it. So he told her that it was too badly hurt to be
fixed, but she kept insisting that he fix it. But within minutes the rabbit
died in her hands. She was heartbroken; Jen and her cared enough to bury it
in the garden. They planted a Popsicle stick cross with a name on it and
some dandelion flowers and prayed. She did this for many animals and birds.
She named them all. We had a row of Popsicle stick monuments. She truly
cared about life. He persistence with daddy fixing things became more and
more into having faith in God, and believing that God would fix things. You
would see her care, concern and faith growing in prayer for every little
thing around her that struggled and suffered. Because of her disease life
seemed to surround her with adversities. She was very young to have to have
to deal with physical restrictions, medication, side effects,
discouragement, depression and self-pity. But as she grew in her faith, she
learned to overcome these obstacles, with a quiet acceptance that was her
lot in life. School was a very big obstacle for her because of her
conditions, causing physical and mental fatigue. She could have bronchial
pneumonia 3 X in one winter season. She was unable to concentrate at many
times. (Trust me, when she got her beginners, her concentration was
definitely not there. Hit the brakes Jinnette!) When she got transferred
to Western, it was a slower pace that she was able to cope with. She loved
it, loved her teachers, and her teachers loved her. Her report card always
had positive comments about her character. A joy to have in my class, most
co-operative student, encourages others. This is where Jinnette flourished
in her ministry. Just before going to Western, we all had a warning of what
was to come. Jinnette's heart failed on her 17th birthday. We almost lost
her then, she received a pacemaker at that time, and she would share with us
of her courage and strength in knowing that if this happened again, she
wouldn't be afraid of going home to be with Jesus. She also shared with us
that she knew God was giving her a 2nd chance, to fulfill her ministry. We
never realized the extent of the lives she touched at her school, and around
her. God uses Jinnette to reach the unlovely, discouraged, depressed, and
even suicidal. Jinnette would always ask us to pray for these kids without
giving us many of the details. We are only now hearing some of the details
and depths of where the kids were at, because Jinnette's priority was always
confidentiality. Jinnette also met a wonderful young man at Western, Kyle,
and has given us the opportunity to get to know and love him. He will
always be special to us for having loved her. For 4 yrs. she worked with
little children at Parkwood. In Sunday school, BG's and in the nursery, and
she loved every minute of it. When the twins came along at home we were
amazed at the patience and love she displayed for them, no matter how tired
or physically stressed she might be. And she never complained. She just
gave and gave and gave. We are all so thankful to God that He brought the
twins into our lives when He did. It blessed her and allowed her to have
purpose for her life, and gave her the opportunity to express God's love.
Through her trial and tribulations Jinnette displayed to us how to live one
day at a time, at peace and without worry. She was stronger in the Lord
than what we ever knew. Her source of strength and hope was Christ alone.
During our last weeks with her, she spent special time with each of us. It
was as if she knew she was going home to Jesus. We were so bonded and
connected that we saw not only a beautiful girl, but also a beautiful
spirit. We have lost a physical gift from God, but we have the gift of her
memory and spirit in our hearts.
Background Sets copyright ©1999-2004 Our God Reigns Ministries, Janette Stewart
|